Life still goes on ...

2012-02-18T20:15:00.003+08:00

What I heard recently was: How's ur mum ? U must take care of her. Why don't you give up ur room and sleep with her at night? Why don't you spend more time with her? ....

I'm still searching for that someone who says: Hey, are you tired ? Have a break ? Want some help?

Someone who can spare a thought for me ....

2012-02-14T22:22:00.004+08:00

For my mum ...

and for the one I once loved ....

Happy Valentine's Day ...

2012-02-13T22:02:00.001+08:00

2012-02-11T23:45:00.004+08:00

Motivated to do some online shopping before I went home today.

After 30 mins of looking around, asking question, I got headache and I gave up :(

I don think I'm born a girl ...

Why do I have headache everything I go shopping ???

I think I hate shopping ...

Argh ...

2012-02-09T23:22:00.001+08:00

Off my com and realize that I forgot to post my blog post ... Zzz getting more and more and more forgetful alreax :(

Anw, back to normal life after month end.

Our dept temp staff official last day today. Boss treat lunchie ! No dim sum this time, so we went to eat zi char ... Why boon lay raja is closed at this time :(

Although I seldomly talk to her at work (generation gap), but it's still strange without her ard. Work will be busier and I seriously hope that my colleagues don give me more to do (their work).

Job allocation fixed. Suddenly feel so excited. Don know why. Maybe now have my own baby, so feel that the stability is there.

Hahahaha ...

Oh! I have to share something impt! Today when I was waiting for my bus at the bus stop after work, I saw the top 2 most handsome German guy (voted by the eyes of all the ladies in my company and some outside) walking down and stairs and they actually recognize me and say bye to me !!! Omg ... Heart almost melted !!!

Explanation: I kept a low profile in the office. I didn even spoke to them before. *fainted*

They make my day ... Hahahaha ...

Ok, I shall stop my 花癡ness ...

Lalalalalalala .... *flying - flapping wings (arms)*

Ta-ta !

2012-02-06T22:53:00.002+08:00

The last day of Chinese new year ...

Shine and rain ...

2012-02-05T20:32:00.001+08:00

Feel like going back Hong Kong suddenly (absolutely not for their food).

I realized that I was too self-centered that time ...

Lesson learnt.

2012-02-03T20:43:00.002+08:00

2012-02-02T22:51:00.001+08:00

Present for my STM-ness :)

Getting more and more forgetful lately. My colleague tell me that I shld date with an alarm clock who can remind me things that I need to do.

There, my new love :) although it don have alarm function, but at least it can cure my STM-ness ...

But ... Wad if I forgot to write down the things that I wan to remind myself ???

Uh-oh ....

2012-01-31T20:42:00.002+08:00

The more I tell myself not to think too much, the more lonely i felt ...

Facebook is really a very good platform to get to know all your friends update secretly without the need to call or sms. awkwardness unnecessary. (Its not really a secret since they alreax post it to let people know)

我不想當宅女！

2012-01-19T22:24:00.000+08:00

2012-01-08T19:35:00.001+08:00

Wad I want for my life?

Wads the next step I should take?

How ordinary can my life be?

Wad will happen to me in the future?

Think ... Thinking ...

I think I'm lost :P

Again ...

2011-12-21T00:01:00.001+08:00

Actually I want to post something today ... But now so too tired ...

Weather is so nice to sleep now ... So ... Goodnight :P

2011-12-17T09:03:00.001+08:00

I wonder if I'm suitable for driving ... 0.5 day of driving suck up all my energy and my sleep.

Don know wad I'm worrying about, carpark ok, driving ok, change lane quite ok, direction sense sucks (I'm ready to pay for Mervyn's carpark later) and my parking fail ... Hahaha ...

I hate parking ...

Why we need to park cars ?!?!?

Argh !!!

*Angry*

2011-12-03T02:51:00.002+08:00

I have been trying very hard not to fall into any of my office politics ... Well, I seems that its difficult ....

Well its hard to explain ... Haiz ...

Anw, Friday's dinner is at Far East, at Su Korean Restaurant. Maybe this is my last time there. Cause Mr. Teo placed it into his black-list item again after K-box and steamboat. Damn ... Why he always outcast my favorite things.

After dinner, went to watch Twilight saga - Breaking Dawn. I don feel like watching it at first. Cause I think its too fiction. But the curiosity killed my thoughts and I went to watch it at Cathay. As expected, it is too much ! All the werewolf fighting part and the delivery part really sucks ... How on earth it will happen ???

But there is always my favorite part :)

The part where Edward told Bella that he love her so much but Bella is making the wrong choice walking towards death and leave him alone facing the child ... Awww ... I so feel like crying ~ so touched ... Omgosh ... Edward, you are soooo nice :) Guys, thats the reason why girls are crazy about Twilight (to be more specific, Edward). Learn it and I promise that your girl will be the most happiest girl in the whole wide world.

Oh man ... I'm willing to go to the cinema to watch it over and over again for that scene !!!

Hehehe. Ok, its 3am in the morning, I should go and sleep now. Hope i dream of Edward later :)

Anw, to Ms Chua (if you are reading), STOP STALKING ME !!! For 2 Fridays, we both are at the same area and same spot but we nv met each other. Wenz, we really 有缘无份 :( Haiz ... Meet up soon ! I got books to recommend you :)

xoxo

2011-11-30T23:20:00.001+08:00

Jiehui bought this in hong kong for me ...

I failed to solve it at the first time ...

Second time, jiehui came as help me and we finally fixed everything

Then due to my clumsiness, I topple it and it separate into pieces again

And I called Jiehui and ask him to help me fixed it again when he come to my house.

It broke for a few days, and today, i took all my patience out to fix it myself.

And ....

I did it :)

Sometimes ... Fixing puzzle is like fixing a relationship ... Don u think so ???

2011-11-25T23:49:00.001+08:00

Say goodbye to my P-plate :D

2011-11-20T22:37:00.001+08:00

Life without a brother is really sucks !

Desperately looking for a date to occupy my Friday night last min and my elder brother came into rescue !!!

I was late and he waited me for more than half an hour with no complain (just that I have to treat him his fav supreme hotdog add egg) (:

Chat and chat and chat and laugh non stop. This is my first date with my brother alone :)) I'm a happy sister !

Thank God that He gave me 3 loving brother in my life. One is my elder brother who always entertain me with his cold jokes, my second brother who I always treat him as maid when I was young (to help me fold blanket and buy me breakfast) and my cousin who won't fail to accommodate me whenever I want to watch Mayday concert or satisfy my craving for steamboat !

Now I understand. If daughter is the lover of daddy in the previous life, then sister shld be the wife of brother in the previous life :)

I'm so bliss to have them by my side :D

2011-11-09T18:56:00.001+08:00

Don know why ... My tears will still roll down when I read the last part of twilight: new moon. (I read too much until now I can memorize wad Edward told Bella)

I wish he can tell me that too ...

Then I will be the world's number 2 happiest girl :)

(first is Bella of cos, the rest just copied ... Hahaha)

2011-11-08T23:06:00.001+08:00

Dinner with wenz today ... Aww, I miss the time when she seat beside me in class. We share our music, chitchat aimlessly, I draw on her book, and we go out after class ... How I wish she seat beside me at work now. Hahaha !!!

Wenz,
Hope u like the present. It's really a small token :) meet up soon !!!

Love.

2011-11-08T00:26:00.001+08:00

U will be greatly missed ... RIP ...

2011-11-04T21:40:00.001+08:00

Colleague know I'm not feeling well and bought tea and Strepsils for me :)

Down with flu and sore thoat :(

I so feel like going out.

Feel like going back to 2007 04 November ... I think I'm happier then ...

And crazier too ... Work really makes people no life (not that I want to)

Looking forward to meeting Wenz ... It's her birthday after 12am ...

Shhhh, I don think she know I knows ... Hahaha ...

Happy birthday wenz !!!
(bet that I'm the first one to say that :D)

PS, I suspect she stalk my blog.

2011-10-28T00:11:00.002+08:00

Is the sky as far as we think it is ?

Feel that I can touch the cloud with my bare hands ...

p.s Wen, Batam is not as fun as I think it is. Lets go Bintan instead. Hehehe ~

2011-10-14T10:57:00.001+08:00

So tired :(

Today is my slacking day in office. Hahaha, boss not ard and I have cleared all my things. Bored. Anyone can talk to me in skype ?!?!?

Ytd chatted with my colleague before I go home and we met our CEO when we are talking lift. Nice guy :)

Oh ya, went road trip last Saturday to Sunday ... Drive up to KL again for dinner and Genting to sleep. Wahahaha ... Wth ? After that drive down to malacca foe chicken rice which is not nice compared to sg ones. I think even the chicken rice shop at my house area is nicer and yet the malacca shop got soooo many people queuing. Lol.

Next trip will be to cameron highland to pluck strawberries and visit BOH tea plantation! Hahaha, and we MUST EAT the BBQ corn in KL! (we missed it again this time :( )

Hahahaha. Time now is 10.53am and I'm super hungry !!! Can lunch time faster come please ....

>.<

Goodbye !

2011-10-05T22:59:00.019+08:00

Decided to post details of my HK trip here before I start to forget everything ... hehehe ...

Thusday (21 Sep)

Woke up early to catch the first train to change airport. Flight departs at 9am.

Before that went to eat dinner and visit the butterfly garden in T3 :)

SQ food was yummy ^ ^

Reach HK around 1pm plus. Cleared the custom and proceed to take airport express to Kowloon station to go our hotel for check in.

After some rest, we walk to Mongkok and took MTR to Tsim Sha Tsui to visit Avenue of Stars and watch symphony of lights.

The night view of HK is really nice ... Kinda watch it from HK drama before but its feels nicer to watch in real life with naked eyes :)

Friday (22 Sept)

Went Hong Kong island (Central), went to a very traditional dim sum restaurant for breakfast. Hmm, not as nice as wad i thought HK dim sum will be, but well, its a nice experience.

After that we went Shun Tak Centre to get our ferry ticket for Macau on Sunday. Then we walk to IFC to see see look look

We proceed back to Zhong Huan (Central) station, and walk to the the whole's longest escalator route in HK. (Before that, we went H&M to shop)

Next we went to the peak ! Took tram up up and away !!!

On the peak, we went to Madame Tussauds Wax Museum and see who we got here !!!

Not to mention, the weather on the peak was super duper cold !!! Brrrrr ~

Saturday (23 Sept)

Went Mongkok for official shopping trip :)

Breakfast cum lunch was at The Spaghetti House and it was the culprit that makes JH sick ... Hahaha

Shop at Electronic streets and Ladies streets ...

After that we went temple street also a very traditional cha chan teng for dinner :)

After that we went temple street night market see see look look and proceed to trim she tsui again to buy my mum's present.

Sunday (24 Sept)

JH vomit the whole night. Didn sleep well for me too. Check out from our hotel and take taxi to Shun Tak ferry terminal to take ferry to Macau. Omgosh ... the ferry is super duper shaky. Wanna puke almost immediately after we board the ferry. Lucky during the journey, the ferry is more stable.

Reach Macau Jetty and took our hotel bus to hotel.

I think I'm "Kim Jandi" from Korean Meteor Garden :)

JH was not feeling well, so he stayed inside hotel and I went to Macau mainland to explore myself. Took local bus to the icon of Macau - The Ruins of the St Pauls. Bought some local product from JH's family and colleagues and mine and went back hotel to check on JH.

Bought him to see doctor and bought dinner back for him.

Monday (25 Sept)

Pack bag and check out from our hotel. Store our luggage in baggage service and went walk around in the hotel. After that took hotel bus to ferry terminal and took ferry back to HK Island. The ferry is as shaky as ever ... (Got motion -sickness for a week after i came back from the trip)

Went back to IFC and walk walk and from there take airport express back to airport and check in our luggage.

Home Sweet Home <3

Phew ~ Finally finishing typing ... Hahahaha ... Long post after so long !!! ^ ^

Ok ok, gonna sleep. Goodnight !!!

2011-10-03T21:31:00.001+08:00

Long time nv play with my hammy alreax. Bought him out to play :) he still active as ever but nowadays appetite not that good :(

小湯圓，乖乖吃飯飯噢！

2011-09-27T01:41:00.001+08:00

Too much to tell ...

Post one picture first ... Hahaha

Will replace by more soon :)

Good night Singapore

2011-09-22T18:25:00.001+08:00

HK drama scene is right in front of me :)

Hong Kong, everywhere is surprise :)

(even our hotel is also a surprise !)

2011-09-22T06:13:00.001+08:00

Off to my rainbow journey :)

Will be back when the moon turns blue. :P

Goodbye !!!

2011-09-19T19:40:00.001+08:00

My new toy of the year :))

Took half day to go SGH to see my report and shun bian turn down to orchard to get my new toy :)

The queue was super long since it's the first day of redemption. Queue for about 2 hours then got my new lappy !!! Happy !!!

Now, no waiting time for drama and no waiting time for my laptop to start. Just dwang~ and dada ~ clap clap clap .... Now I'm a super efficient person :)

Oh, and the result was positive, no tumor, no dead cell, no suspicious article. Wahahaha ~ doctor say maybe because of the accident a few years ago ... Hmmm ... Anyway half a year observation period. Hope don need to do any surgery :(

Well, gtg ~ need to plan itinerary now :) Byeeee

2011-09-12T22:23:00.002+08:00

Anneyong !!!

Working have been busy and boring laterly, that why i seldom come here for blogging anymore.

Anyway, my network is up !!! Yeah !!! no more waiting time for dramas and video !!!
Well, i'm easily satisfied by little things ^ ^

Finally something to look forward to after so long. Trip of the year !!! Will updated soon when I came back :)

Hmmm ... oh yah ~ I'm still waiting for my new top to come. Also will update soon.

Hahaha ... I wonder shld i really post this post or not ... its all not really updated.

Ok, then this post shall be the evidence that i'm still alive okay ~

:O

Tired ....

Recently the haze is really bad. My airway are kinda block when i'm outside. Bought new day cream to keep my skin *blink blink*

Oh, remind me of something. I need a camera soon.

My camera have died on 16 July 2011. Sadly, drowned by dinosaur forest. (we went USS to play and my camera got wet and cannot work anymore :( ) I need a better camera anw. That one sucks when taking night view. But good for the day. Haiz ...

Ok, got to go ... need my beauty sleep :D

Night world ! ~

2011-08-30T22:52:00.002+08:00

Gone missing for some time ... Now i'm back ^ ^

Job scope changes ... Work is more and more boring ... but wait till month end ... haiz ... Headache ....

Don know whether shld go overseas later this year ... Sianz again ...

Why this world so sianz ... :(

2011-08-08T21:52:00.004+08:00

Hi Hi ! I'm back =)

This is the third day that he is in Melbourne and this is also the third time this year he have abandon me alone in Singapore.

Haha, i'm here to complain again, U are right Mr Teo. (don know why, I can start imagine him reading this post and think, here she comes again, nag nag and nag)

I'm super emotional today.

Went for checkup in SGH early in the morning and the doctor still could not determine wad is the lump inside my chest is. I always thought its just a bone that camee out of nowhere and I've just have to take it out (with the help of the doctor of cos). But no, to my surprise, it can't be capture in the X-ray.

That means, its not as simple as wad I think.

Doctor ask me whether I wanna do a more detailed checkup with require a higher level of scanning needed. (which I think got some side effect). I hesitated. But in the end, I decide to find out wad is it, despite all the harmful beams that will penetrate my body, killing most of my cells.

Cause I can't help to think, what happen's if its a bad news?

Wanted to tell him straight away, even before I enter the consultation room (I was quite nervous), but I think he is happily playing with snows. Yes, snow. I bet thats the reason why he forgot about this. Or he have nv rmb.

I so envy him. Envy that he can throw me alone in Singapore and go to other places without having second thought of how I feel. But I don wan to restrict him, I don have the authority to tell him not to go anw. 3 times this year, 16 days all tgt, 384 hours of waiting, 23, 040 mins of worrying.

How I wish I could do that too.

Sometimes, I just tell myself : just choose a place and travel alone like wad u did last time. U can survive like wad he did.

Am I ???

Recalled my individual taiwan trip, I tried to rmb every detail of how their systems work. How to pay for MRT fares, where to go if I have to bring him there, wad to eat, wad to see. When I went to Dan shui, sitting beside the river, my first thought was: it would be nice if he can share wad I see with me now. But the sad things is, when I bring him there, he was angry with me because he say I act like I know everything. Haha, Sad.

People always ask me: why u nv go with him ?

I say: cause he wanna know other woman in the other countries mah.
But I seriously don know wad is the true reason behind. First time, I understand. Second time, I'm confused (maybe its Taiwan again, so he don like me to nag at him again) and third time, my heart is dead.

To my surprise, although I hate him for leaving me behind, I can't help to put on a brave face and kick him out of the country, out of my sight. I always tell him, I'm going to St James, going zouk, going Timbre and look for guys but I don even know where they are located at. (maybe the next time i will), Cannot stop worry after night time when he suppose to reach hotel but went ~~missing~~ uncontactable. (It happens 2 times, one in vietnam, one just ytd when their batt went flat)

I'm so helpless ... no wonder my mum's husband always think my relationship don last. I'm so sick and tired on myself. Why I'm born like this? Damn. I hate myself.

Many times when they are preparing this Aus. trip, he ask me where I wanna go at the end of the year (i think also because of my unhappiness and my emo face). I always tell him, I don wanna go anywhere at all this year. Not because I'm angry of wad he had done to me (Okay, maybe abit), I just don wan him to make unnecessary plan, just to make me happy.

I'm doubtful if we could be a happy couple or husband and wife in the future. But who knows.

Maybe I'm dead this time next year ... or ... I might turn single. Hahaha.

If one day, when I browse through this post again, maybe I will find it ridiculous and delete it away ...

Maybe .... If ....

2011-08-07T01:43:00.001+08:00

Today I didn take afternoon nap but I've been awake from 8am till now.

Where do I get the energy from ???

21st Birthday part 1

2011-07-28T19:32:00.003+08:00

I realise after blogspot have change its address, i didn came here as often anymore ...

Anyway, small updates !

Birthday pictures !

The reason I make it so small is because I look nicer when its blur =D

Once again, thanks everyone for coming down despite the timing and the weather and not enough seats. Hehehe. Thank you !!!

To my love.

2011-07-16T03:23:00.002+08:00

This post dedicate to the guy who is always there for me, do whatever he can to make me happy. Solve all my problems like my own personal IQ professor :)

Mr Teo JH. Love u :))

2011-07-14T23:45:00.002+08:00

The post before birthday normally is to cry out the saddness of growing up.

but NO, i'm not going to post about that.

Cause this time is diff.

Wahahaha ...

I'm going to post about something that I can't rmb now.

Don ask me wad is that.

Cause I can't rmb.

Thank you.

:D

2011-07-12T21:45:00.002+08:00

Getting a year older in 3 days time.

This birthday is diff.

It changes some of my life.

1. Like wad i told everyone, I'm going to wear micky mouse tee and walk into Genting casino next time and I make sure they check my IC ... Wahahahaha ...

2. Don need parents letter to rent a car anymore (feel like owning a car more; if I have the *chi-cheng* $u$)

3. Walk to ROM without the need to hold my parents hand. (Wahaha, kiddin also)

From all of the above (so far I can think of), yesh, it means I can ~~kick my parents off~~ gain freedom without people asking where is ur papa, mama anymore :)

For the last 20 years + 362 days, I always have trouble when people ask me this question. Finally, its here ~ my freedom day. Next time people ask me about my parents, I will tell them: I'm an adult. Wahahahahaha ~

All of the above are crap.

LOL

Anyway, Lynn and Mervyn bought me a hamster ytd (Oh, and don forget the cute tee-shirt too!), 4 weeks old male little hamster, wont bite people but like to hide inside somewhere where he thinks people can't find.

Today when I reach home, I caught him sleeping with all fours at the sky. Hehehe, so cute, but I accidentally wake him up, so i didn manage to take the picture.

Got him a new cage (credit to Jamie), food and snacks (mealworms :z) and a chew toy for his teeth. He is still adapting to the new environment, now hiding under his wheel dazing/sleeping. Awww, he is so small size and hope he don't grow until the size like cammy. Hehehe.

Oh, and I haven give him a name yet. What shld I name him ?

Tommy? (In name with tom)
Hammy? (Common name for hamster)
Baby? (He is a baby now ~)
EeeEee? (Thats the sound I make whenever I touch the mealworms)

hmmmm ...

Girl's matter

2011-07-07T11:24:00.002+08:00

Being a girl is so troublesome ...

Need to watch our diets in order to keep slim

Need to cut our nails neat and clean

Need to wash our face and put on anti-aging mask

Hand lotion for ur hands to keep it smooth and soft

Rebond or perm our hair to look like a princess

Treatments after treatments when our hair started to dry up (that's the problem I'm facing now)

UV umbrella and UV lotion is always not enough to block the big bright sun in sg

Shopping for new clothes till we drop, walking at the head of fashion by buying lots and lots of magazine and cost us a hole in our pockets

And last but not least, take care of our bodies so that we won't suffer when our "best fren" visit us. (no cold drinks allowed)

Haiz ...

Why I'm I a girl ???

2011-07-04T20:47:00.002+08:00

Genting trip over the weekends.
Too bad, 2 weeks before my 21st birthday and I didn't try to enter the casino :(

Caught Transformers 3D in genting and it was super awesome !!! Bumblebee is super cutie !!! <3beeeee ... Gonna catch it again soon ^^

Aww... I wish I can chong out of singapore and malaysia soon. I need a real holiday !!!!

2011-06-27T18:45:00.002+08:00

Crazy things we did ...

Sorry for the disappearance ... Was recharging myself for the crazy weekend I had last week.

I've nv believe that we took seconds to decide our destination and we are there within 3 hours.

Original plan was to go to JB to buy our coach tickets for the trip this coming friday. Went City square for sushi king for lunch and the guys decided to look around for car rental shop while waiting for the food to be served.

After a couple of minssss, they came back and tell me that we are renting a car today and we are going malacca. (Actually when we are in custom, we thinking of taking a train into Malacca if the time journey is short). LOL. I don even know whats going on and the next thing I'm in the car rental shop.

Got a local car and we set off for our first road trip inside malaysia. If go Malacca, why don we go KL instead? So ~~we drove~~ Mervyn drove all the way to KL and the toll was super ex :( KL was super crowed (as expected) and we drove to sungei wang for jh's fav goose but too bad, the restaurant was closed down. So we proceed to A&W at the opposite street for dinner. (BBQ corn on the roadside smell nice, next time sure must try !)

After dinner was around 8-9 plus and we drove the car to our hotel for check-in. After checking-in, we went down to KLCC to see whether there is timeslot for a movie (nope) and we proceed to near-by area to chill. Anw, we found a sucky restaurant with no more food left except for pizza and we just ordered our drinks and sit there and feed their ~~pet~~ mosquito.

After drink, was around 11 plus 12 and we headed back to our hotel and rest !!!

Breakfast at the hotel was superb !!!! *yum yum*

Collect our car and drove down to Malacca !!!

About an hour drive or so, we reached malacca and the first thing to do is to play the go kart ! (we are quite worried about the weather as its was raining at the expressway.) The land was dry when we decided to play go kart and when the guys was there was a off-road trail, they wanna play too !!! LOL !!! Ok, since there is only 3 of us, I joined them too.

So after 10 mins of go kart, we waited for our "tour guide" to bring us to the trail. The guys took ATV and i took at buggy (seriously, i wont take this stupid thing anymore !!) So we start our journey with another family following us. (It drizzle abit when we are about to take off). Gosh, the road sure is bumpy, and there is sand and mud too! (my back bone survived, i'm proud of that) with all the grass roads, mud roads, slopes and rocky road the tour guide lead us to a veri big empty space for us to run. The guys had fun but one of my contacts drop when I was trying to get the sand out of my eyes T.T

Anw, after that, he lead us to a super, veri steep slope. I think its around 85 degree and 4-5 meters high. Well, as first timer, we all don dare to go down, so with the help of the tour guide, he help us to transport our vehicles down and we slowly climb down using our leg. Wahahaha !!!

A moment I won't forget forever! When I was going down the slope (with the help from the guys), the tour guide saw a super super super super super I nv bluff u, Super BIG RED MILLIPEDE. Its like a size of a fat branch I think ... and he ask me to jump and run quickly, and I jump down and ran to the other side and when i turn back, OMG, I saw the tour guide trying to kill the millipede or trying to scare it off and the millipede went disappear. Woah, I think if kena bitten by it, life sure gone. (I don wan to die in malaysia T.T).

Phew ~ Anyway, its quite fun over all and because of the bumpiness of the road, I almost fainted when I reach the car. While the guys went to search for chendols, I was half dead, and when we are on the way back to JB, I was knocked out. Wahahaha ~

After I wake up, we are about to reach JB alreax. Abit of jam in the expressway but not that serious and we made back to JB to return the car.

Dinner was at Mary Brown (I swear that I wont eat the chicken burger from that branch anymore), and we went to Merlin Tower to buy our coach tickets and home sweet home.

Woosh ~ It was the craziest weekend I ever had (yet) !!!

不代表我的幸福

2011-06-18T07:50:00.002+08:00

不喊痛，不一定没感觉。
不要求，不一定没期待。
不落泪，不一定没伤痕。
不说话，不一定没心声。

沉默，不代表自己没话说。
离开，不代表自己很潇洒。
快乐，不代表自己没伤心。
幸福，不代表自己没痛过。

Make a wish ~

2011-06-16T23:47:00.004+08:00

I don want him to waste so much money on me just because it's my birthday.

He told me, it's ur 21 birthday, it's only once a lifetime.

I replied. So what, every birthday is also once a lifetime :)

Anw, I got a better answer.

Everyday is a present to me when I'm with you :)

Eeeee, so mushy ~ but too bad, he nv think of it that way :(

My life, my story

2011-06-14T22:37:00.002+08:00

This is the first post that I using my iPhone for the first time. Hope it works well and I can blog more often without needing to on my laptop where my ideas don know run to Korea or Europe alreax.

It is a month away for me to declare that I'm an adult soon. Birthday party is on and glad that so many people willing to attend despite the bad timing.

Huiwen ask me why I'm staying in sg when I told her I got plans to go overseas during my birthday. Well, 計劃趕不上變化. Haha.

Hope next year I can fulfill my wish to celebrate my birthday in HK Disneyland and I want to visit Macau also !!!! Looking forward and shall save money now for it to prevent any changes made :)

I really want to celebrate my birthday with Micky Minnie and my fav Disney character :(

Next year then ...

When dreams comes true ...

2011-06-12T23:15:00.001+08:00

This post dedicate to the person who always drive us home wherever he can and no matter how tired he is and nv fail to entertain us with his 'happening' office jokes and incident :)

Happy Birthday Mervyn !

2011-06-05T22:34:00.002+08:00

Just received my first birthday card this year.

None other than a notification letter from MOH about Human Organ Transplant.

I'm still considering although I know my answer from the beginning.

Last week is a hectic week. Month-end.

But I love month-ends. Got more things to do and to keep myself occupied.
Time sure pass fast during month-end =)

This weekend was crazy.

Friday, me and Jiehui went Bukit Merah for Goose liver (taste like muffin and I don know why westerners like it) and western food after work and we walk to Tiong Bahru after that to walk walk.

Saturday morning, mummy cook porridge for breakfast cum lunch and meet Jiehui and Mervyn for movies at City Hall. At first we only book the tickets for Xmen. In the end we decided to watch midnight movie and we watch Kongfu Panda and Hangover 2 till 5am in the morning at cine and we went for breakfast at Heeren mcdonalds.

One of the stupidest things happen when I reach home.

My iPhone went for a swim in my bathroom. Damn !!!!

I panic the whole day and didn really catch any sleep.
Went down to paragon to esquire on the repair cost (as in one for one exchange, but the warranty does not include drowning in water. But there was no replacement phone for me, so they advise me to take my phone back and wait for the replacement phone.

Haiz ...

Okay, Lucky everything is fine except for the mic.

But in the end, I kinda resolve the problem without need to pay $$$$ :)
Shhhhhh ...

Lalalala ~ Meet Jiehui in the afternoon and went bugis and meet Mervyn for dinner at Geylang =)

Now I'm so full and tired ...

Gonna go sleep. Or else tml cannot wake up for work.

Chao chao ~

2011-05-29T22:52:00.002+08:00

I can't believe that we are actually talking about our future like it will happens tml.

Wad if the world ends tml ...

I'm looking forward to then but there is still a phobia inside me ... Haiz ...

Lets take a step at a time ...

Night world ~

2011-05-28T23:04:00.002+08:00

When there is no exam, suddenly the world is so colourless ... No video to watch, no drama to chase, no music to sing along, no books to read, no website to surf

Boring world

When exam is coming, the world is so wonderful ... Got tons of video to watch, suddenly interested in old drama that u can't stop watching, fav idol got new songs, went to the library and found good books to read and there is so many website online that u don know which one to surf first ...

But u got no time for that.

Why is the world like that ???

2011-05-22T22:20:00.000+08:00

If we can see ahead and plan our future right ...

2011-05-18T20:35:00.002+08:00

Don know why I only can post this photo.

Anyway ...

I love presents !!!

I <3 him too

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2011-05-17T21:12:00.000+08:00

Stupid blogger ... Cannot upload photo .... Haiz ... shall update tml :)

2011-05-15T23:03:00.002+08:00

Have to work tml ... :'(

Will do a proper post tml or the day after :)

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2011-05-10T21:51:00.003+08:00

Things are getting worst.

I didn't know that I have to be so careful when I'm at home.

I think my mum is being brainwashed. Just because of one Mother's day dinner/lunch.

Sunday, actually wanted to treat my mum for lunch before she go to work, but she say its to rush for her work later. So I went to celebrate my second brother's birthday with my cousin instead.

Today, suppose to meet my big brother for dinner to celebrate Mother's day with she and her husband. But my brother last min got things to do and no choice but to cancelled today's dinner.

I bet someone is saying bad things behind us ... My mum gave me a small lecture just now. Oh good, now we look like we are a bunch of kids who don know how to spell filial.

I thought things are going to be much better after moving to my mum's house.

But now I don't think so ....

2011-05-08T03:16:00.003+08:00

I can forgive all comments from him for my mum but I will never forget.

I rmb during primary school days, each and every year we are ask to write a composition titled : My wish. When everyone is writing about fairy godmother, new pencil case, becoming a princess, new toy cars and so on. Quietly, I'm writing: a family.

When I first move to my mum house, I used to talk to her every night till wee hours.

Got one time she told me: once when u are young, I talk to you on the phone. The first thing u tell me is "I know who are you, u are my mummy. Why u don wan me ?"

Innocent like a normal kid, but I do not know how my mum feels ... nor she knows my feelings then.

After chatting with her a few nights, I understand its not totally her fault. If I had a husband like my dad, I will leave him as well. But another complications. After she left, she started dating with a guy (which is her husband now).

When I grew up and finally understand what is a relationship. I forgive her and seeing her living happily with her husband now makes me feel happy too.

Somehow, innocently I thought I will get along well with him but no. Slowly I find him more and more arrogant and somehow, our opinions and thoughts are diff.

He is a malaysian, working in Singapore as a PR, yet he always criticize on Singapore food, Singapore TV shows, Singaporean driver so on and talk about how good is Malaysia food, and how good when he is living in malaysia. Fine. I don find Singapore TV show nice and don think Singapore have alot of choice in food too. At least I can live with it.

Then he start to tell me how his relative's sons and daughter came to Singapore to study and start to speak English when they went back to Malaysia for new year or occasions. Alright, since he don understand English, its acceptable that he don like people to talk alien language in front of him like how I hate to go for financial management lessons.

Finale and slowly he start picking on me. My mum saw a bag at BHG and we both love it at the first sight, but we did not buy it in the end. After much discussion (yes, we both are fickle-minded), my mum decided to buy and said that we can share using it. I prefer white and she was ok with it. That day I bought it home and show it to him. The first word he say is: Wah, U buy so cheap things for your mum ?

WTH !!!!!

I agree, compared to LV, Gucci, Prada, Kate Spade and so on, its cheap. WTH, I feel like scolding him and say ur mother nv teach you manners ah. This is the first time I feel like saying the F word out loud. (I'm not a vulgar person)

I endure !!!!

He didn stop, he continue to walk into my room commenting on the bag like its a useless piece of crap. Saying that my mum don like white, white gets dirty easily, my mum wont carry it at all. My mind was filled up with bubbles saying Shut the F up. None of your business.

Endure.

Today. I was back from Jiehui's house and I was too tired to talk (I got cramps and I feel so sticky that I don feel like talking), yet, I was worried for Singapore's future, so I stayed up watching election news. He ask me some stupid question which I have no energy to argue with him. So I just answer him with a "Hmm" and a "Ahh". Suddenly he turn to my mum and say: I think she is much cuter when she was young. WTH. Fine. Lazy to argue with him. Endure !!!!

Suddenly he ask me who will I vote if needed.

Caring about the future sake for my home. I told him I will choose _____. He ask me why and I just randomly tell him that I'm more looking towards the housing issue. He continued to ask him about my plans for the future, when I plan to get married, when I want to get a house so and so for. I told him all when I'm 25 years old. He said: Mei ah, I tell you, sometimes u must look open at everything around u. This is ur first relationship right ? I tell u, don be so native.

WTFFFFF !!!!!

I hate people look down me on 3 things. One is my confidence, Two is my ability and Lastly and the most impt of all is my RELATIONSHIP!

I'm not the girl who will give everything to a guy, help him to do this and that if I don truly loves him. I couldn't get along with a guy I do not love in the bottom of my heart for 4 long years.

I only date with that person who will be the one walking down the aisle holding my hands promise me to love me forever.

So please don't persuade me to look open or interfere my relationship if you knew nothing at all from the begining !

Today, I finally know why he say my mum is veri innocent and native as his thought and he is always scared that she will get cheated from the world outside. I don't think he need to worry about that. My mum had alreax fallen in.

Not like my mum, I'm not his puppet.
I have a life of my own.

Go back to the place that you belong to and stop hurting me and my loved ones.
Your only duty is to make up what my dad didn't manage to give my mum and let my mum happy.
The rest, u can save it to think of more ideas to coax my mum.

Your hard work will be truly appreciated by my brothers and me.

Its Mother's Day today and hope Jiehui's mum had a great time in Taiwan roaming around Kaoshiung and my mummy which I will bring her for lunch before she starts work later :)

Happy Mothers' Day to all Mothers out there.

and sorry about the ranting on this meaningful day :)

Cheers !

2011-04-27T23:34:00.003+08:00

Sometimes ... I don know wad I mean to him ...

Alwayz ..... Long update.

Weekend was spend fruitfully :)

Friday - Went Bedok for Yum yum Mee Soto at Bedok (Yes, BEDOK!), after that went ECP ride bicycle! After that, went Lavender for super expensive wonton noodles and headed home.

Saturday - Went Malaysia. Had Zen steamboat for lunchie (which need to wait super long - still wondering worth anot ....) and went Jenzen to make my hair. Dinner was at nandos :) Nice nice, yum yum. Tried all the new food and surprisingly, it didn give me disappointment.

Work - Work is starting to at crazy; maybe because of month-end or maybe I feel that everyone is against me today ... Seriously, I hate to be a contract staff and I nv consider a contractual job at the veri beginning because of this reason; everyone treat u like a maid. Even ask for small endorsement also find me. EXCUSE ME, U ALL NO LEG TO WALK THERE AH ??? LOL !!! I'm there to assist in finance job, not your secretary okay ~ U give me one more people's pay I can work for u willingly.

Haiz ... This week is not my day ...

Shall complain more on other days.

Goodnight

Maybe our relationship just ended without us knowing it.

I'm in a confuse state.

2011-04-19T23:20:00.002+08:00

Too lazy to update here ...

Plz follow me on twitter ^ ^ http://twitter.com/marinewildlife

Will update every hour (if I'm free =))

2011-04-10T23:46:00.001+08:00

Suffering from Monday bluez ...

Craving for cheese fries ... :'(
Why I always crave for things which I can't get immediately ...

Pray that IMM will open a KFC tml =)

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Think too much ... Zzzz ...

Anyone free to eat lunch with me at Jurong east ???

2011-04-07T19:45:00.002+08:00

First day of work today.

I like the pantry =))) Big refrigerator !!!! The most impt of all ... The work station is spacious =) L-shape table !!!!

Colleagues is nice. Boss is nice also. Didn't do much things today. Morning, I was totally forgotten while waiting for my laptop to set up. Noon start to do some reimbursement and so on ... 5.20pm kay siao go ask got things to do anot and I offwork at 5.45pm. Hahaha ... Good day to start. Tml I think will be more stress ... Eyes stress, mind stress and whole body stress stress ...

Know a colleague today. Surprisingly, she study diploma at MDIS also and was a batch after me =) Had lunch with her at IMM and she was quite a nice girl =)

That ends my day today =)

Had dinner alreax and so feel like sleeping. But cannot sleep. Later at night cannot sleep die ...

Don't know why today Teo Jie Hui so busy ... Zzzz ...

Don't care.

Got to go ...

Bye =)))

2011-04-04T13:35:00.001+08:00

2011-03-28T19:09:00.002+08:00

I went for 3 interview so far.

One, they think that I'm lack of experience in the accounting sector (I don know SAP)
Two, they hire a local uni graduate. (That means they don recognize my certificate although I got experiences)
Third, they think that I'm too young and not matured enough.

Ok~ good. So what should I do ?

I got my experience but they don't think its enough. Fine
I got my certificate but they don't recognize. Fine
I'm 21 years old this year and they think I'm not matured enough. So? Tune back the time and let me born earlier ??? Or change the soul inside me and put an old woman inside ???

Sianz ...

I'm just being who I am.

Nobody understand how I feel now ... ... ...

2011-03-25T20:46:00.002+08:00

Found my ideal job.

But why must be on Friday.

Hope weekend can pass faster.

and Hope they will consider me.

but Why there is still so many people fighting with me for this job.

can't They give me a rice bowl.

Haiz.

Cannot think so much.

Later they didn choose me ...

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I think I will cry ...

2011-03-23T22:00:00.000+08:00

I love my bed ... It have a pink cover!

2011-03-21T22:38:00.002+08:00

Actually I'm not so stress out about finding job.
I just wan to choose a job that I like and to work long.
But when everyone (esp my mum and jh) started asking, "they got call u anot?" "I think they wont call u" "They ask u to wait for call means no hope liao la"
I start to feel pressure.

U find job or I find job ???

2011-03-16T13:36:00.002+08:00

Every time after I came back from my interview, the next day my mum or her husband will tell me: Aiya, u no chance liao la, they didn even call.

Hello ~ U think they will decide who to hire on the spot ???

LOL
Wad kind of parents is this.
If they don trust their child themselves, who will trust them ???

Nonsense.
Nv see this type of people before.

No wonder nowadays children getting more and more ridiculous.
Ans: they learn from their parents.

2011-03-07T00:09:00.002+08:00

My mum haven came back from malaysia since thursday (her husband's grandma passed away).
I'm seriously bored but I'm also worrying about the fish (ah zai). They wont allow me to feed it. So ah zai have to wait for them to come back before he can get something to eat. Poor fish ~

I have to start studying for my class test tml. In-class test covers from chapter 1-9 of the textbook where I have to memorize everything before Friday.

Went to revision class today and I have to thank God that I pass my tax 2 assignment. I hate assignment now. Hope that my AIA can pass also. *Praying hard*

Need to take my office wear clothes from my old house tml. Damn, when can I finish moving everything from there? I always stare blank at the messy bedroom of mine, thinking wad to bring back and in the end only bring small little things back.

Don care, later I'm going to move a luggage out there.

Decided.

Going to sleep.

Night world ~

2011-03-02T23:13:00.002+08:00

Seriously, I doubt my decisions again ...

My mum and her husband actually forgot totally about me today.
I think they still needs time to get used to an intruder in their house.
I just don feel a sense of belonging anywhere now.
and I hope I can have the finance to buy myself a house.
and maybe the onli time when I gain my sense of belonging.

Sianz to the max.

Lie in bed all day, nothing to do, do nothing.
Clean my room, hand-washed the new tee that Jiehui bought for me in Vietnam, folded all their's and my clothes and I still have time to take 2 naps.
I know I might sounds _____ to those who are working, I know cause after I start working and I happen to read this post again, I will hate myself for saying that too. But no choice. Bored is bored.

Oh, and I can't bring myself to study for my retake class test.
I shall start tml for something to do then ....

I hate life.

At the age of 20.

Or maybe earlier =)

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2011-02-27T14:48:00.002+08:00

AHHH !!! This week Yongseo is so sweet ~

My health is on red lights now and my mum keep saying because I didn go and pray to god this year. (i'm a freethinker) LOL ~ Today my mum is sick ... Now, who didn go pray huh ~ =P

Jiehui and his brothers should be happily getting lost, finding their way to destinations and eating their local food and i'm pathetically staying alone at home watching my yongseo couple (So sweet that I feel more lonely now) and revising my tax for the class test in 2 weeks time. Hungry and yet lazy to da pao back to eat.

Lonely ~ I'm so lonely ~ I got nobody ~ All on my own ~

2011-02-24T22:59:00.002+08:00

My digestive system have completely recover straight on the first week after I moved to my mum's house. Thanks to all the fruits, milk, breakfast, lunch and dinner.

Maybe because of the balance diet and the nutrients I absorb these few days, I think my lump have grown bigger and I can feel the pressure there 24/7. Appointment is more than a month away and i don know if it will still get any bigger or not. Just pray hard, its reali a normal cell.

My mum's husband's sister is coming to stay tml and we are going to share a bed at night. Seriously, I hope not to find her sleeping on the floor in the morning. (I practice gongfu at night and it got worst after I change to my new bed, sometimes I found myself sleeping at a weird angle in the morning). She is depress due to her family matters and they actually wan me to make her happy, talk to her and console her. Wad i'm going to do ????

Beside that, Jiehui is going HCM on Saturday morning. Cannot send him to the airport this time due to my visitor, pray that they have a safe and fun trip there. Aww, I also wan to go overseas play ~ No $$$$ ...

and yet, nobody wan to hire me ....

Sianz to the max x 99999999999999 times.

Thats all, have an early night everyone.

2011-02-22T00:26:00.000+08:00

I realise that I did not wish for good health every year ...

2011-02-20T01:07:00.002+08:00

updates !

Big changes !!!

I have moved to my mum house =)

Officially a Clementi residence.

Learning how to live with my mum as I nv live with her before.

Hahahaha ...

My wish actually comes true =)

I think it will be better than living with my aunt.

I hate the feelings of staying at somewhere that doesn't belong to you.

There is so much to do with my mum.

We can do night chatting after she come home from work.

She can try my clothes, and I can try hers too.

We can discuss how to cook nice dishes for dinner.

We can share our shoes.

She will help me apply nail polish.

I can give her body massage and so on ...

I think its time to explore ourselves ...

=)

2011-02-14T22:48:00.002+08:00

I Love You For Who You Are.

Thanks for being there for me whenever I need help.

Thanks for lending me your shoulder to lean on.

Thanks for everything ...

and thanks you're here.

Happy Valentine's Day.

2011-02-09T00:35:00.002+08:00

I'm going to throw away my 21st birthday celebration plan in HK.

and lets welcome my new plan !

Chalet from 14 July - 15 July and straight away off to Bintan !!!

Shiok ???

2011-02-04T01:45:00.003+08:00

Happy Lunar New Year Everyone !

Shall post a proper post now or later. I can't decide.

Hahaha

Life have been getting boring without work and assignment.

Well, I know I should enjoy the holiday now. But beside sleeping, I don know what I can do.

I will regret someday =)

Nvm, Its new year !!!

Every new year, there is a few things that I will look forward to.

1) A few days of steamboat feast! (esp, new year eve)
2) Ang bao !!! (this year revenue not bad ... Hahaha)
3) Mahjong sessions (Win money in the first round this year. fortune god should be with me this year =))
4) A must to go grandparents house each year. (This year we had pizza for lunch and mum join us for the first time after so many years =)
And still alot more but I can't rmb =P

Well, the first day of new year has just ended a few hours ago.

Afternoon should be going relative house ... Hmmm. I hate socializing.
And I didn't realise like I have reach the age of being ask: mei ah! when u getting married ???

Haiz, lucky my cousin is going with me. He is 30 plus this year, so he more stress than me.

Hehehe.

Ok, I think I going to bed, or else later don need to bring orange to visit liao, bring panda eyes there can alreax =D

Bye !!!

2011-01-20T22:59:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I'm thinking, whether izzit worth taking degree course? Nowadays companies always rely on that paper to decide whether they want to hire that person or not. But what if that person have a high qualification but failed in their personally ?

Now i quite regret to spend so much money on my degree. I rather spend it on taking A level privately and apply for overseas university. Haiz ... Regret ah ...

But what's done have alreax done.

Just hope that my phone will ring tml bah ~

Haiz ...

Wad a realistic world.

2011-01-17T22:34:00.002+08:00

Don know wad to blog. So post a picture of the "beauty and beast"

Hahaha ...

Haiz, nobody call me up for interview =(

2011-01-09T22:55:00.003+08:00

I'm glad that I have been blogging for so long.

At least my memories are kept.

If one day, I can't rmb anything and everything.

This would be my best storybook ever =)

2011-01-05T01:57:00.001+08:00

Awww ... My Goguma couple ~

2011-01-01T20:58:00.004+08:00

Yoz Yoz Yoz Yoz Yoz !!!!

I'm not late this year =) [maybe abit]

Its a brand new year !!! Happy 2011 everyone.

To me, 2010 is quite a good year.

First I quit my job that i work for 2 years plus one month.

Then I finish my degree course after 2 years (Need to take retest for my in class test for tax)

Brought iPhone4, got my driving license, had my first driving experience.

Hmmm ...

So for this year, 2011. I hope ...

Find a job that can last me for 5 years ???

Relationship will go on ....

Nothing alreax. =)

Quite contented with wad i have now.

Hope everything goes smoothly this year ...

and Oh, almost forgot.

I wan to go Disneyland to celebrate my 21st birthday !!!!

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When I get my first pay of 2011, i'm going to do rebonding, my hair sucks now.

I hope to visit HK, Taiwan and Bali this year.

and make lots and lots of money $$$$$

Hehehe, that all.

2010-12-30T23:40:00.006+08:00

So long nv post something alreax. Its time to recap all the things that I have done this week.

Christmas was nothing unsual. But Christmas eve was happening. Afternoon me and Jiehui went Nex shopping and at night we meet Mervyn and Randy at Vivo. Actually its me and my stupid idea (kinda regretted it but its quite fun), I actually plan to go up to the mount faber (yes, its mount faber again and again!) for Christmas countdown and walk all the way to west coast park for mac breakfast. (Without Randy knowing it of cos!). But we onli manage to walk until NUH there again and home sweet home @ 3am =)

Christmas day, I think the whole Singapore is having storm but we went JP to watch repunzel at night.

28 Dec, Our anniversary.

3 years ... ok, i'm not so emotional now, so i can't type those emo emo or romantic romantic words. My brain just ask me to type this post finish and faster go sleep. Hahaha.

This is my anniversary present for this year =)
(2 iPhone casing, one for JH, one for me !)

Eh, wrong, excuse me, why my anniversary present got his share also ??? Kena cheated =(

Nvm, forgive him, cause he got another big anni present and that is ....

A Mitsubishi Lancer !!!!
(Rented, not buy de.)
Credit: Mervyn

Drive alreax can help u train your muscle ! Now my arm feels so strong with blue black !!! Cool huh ~

Went bpp for lunch at KFC and headed down to town for movie YOGI BEAR ! BuBu is cutie !!! Love BuBu. and I have made a song for Yogi; Yogi bear, in the city. This is where he wants to be ! (Original: Purple light, in the valley .....)

After movie went for a feast at OC. Lobster salad, Shark fin soup, abalone ... shiok!

Next day, went Tiong bahru for porridge and head to botanic garden. (We reali used up all our ideas of thinking where to go alreax) After sit sit walk walk rain rain and feed the Koi, we went to my house for a rest. After that, we drove down to pasir panjang for Sarppino bake pasta and pizza and went Macritchie reservoir see see look look and i drove Jiehui home and I went home.

Today, drove to mummy house, pass her something and went to fetch Jiehui from work and went Toa payoh for lunchie and Koi. Dinner was at chomp chomp and now i'm reali dead beat.

Gonna sleep and shall post my new year resolution tml. Hope I rmb and I got time to do that/think of that =) Night world ~

2010-12-23T21:44:00.003+08:00

Updates !

Wah~ I long time nv post a proper post alreax. Hehehe.

Finish my last assignment. So called graduated. Hehehe, but I fail my Tax1 in-class test. Damn, have to retake. But lucky I pass my exam =) Hope I pass my Tax2 !!!

Time to find job. But kinda lazy and scared. Vitamin M running out, so ... no choice :'(

Road Trip !

Rent car on 17 Dec. Actually should be giving Jiehui surprise to fetch him after his reservice, but that spoiler go and peek my sms and spoil my plan.

So, morning go and collect car, I booked Mazda 2, but they give me a red Honda Jazz (Look like Toyota Wish taxi that my uncle is driving =(. Nvm. This is the first time I drive after I pass my TP test, and the first time I did was to chiong expressway. Hahaha. No choice la, I have to get up CTE to get home. (I forgot to put my cashcard inside my IU, lucky no ERP)

Fetch my cousin from his house and we went sheng siong to buy food for steamboat session at my house. (I forgot to tear coupon when I park at commonwealth), after that went home.

At night, drove my uncle to golden mile to get their bus ticket for genting. Nearly bang a taxi at ECP near MBS. (Stupid taxi, cut in suddenly where my distance with the front car is so near). After that my uncle challenge me to drive to mt faber as a practice. So we went up and see night view. Next my uncle challenge me to go kent ridge park, at first i thought was nothing, but the slope super steep !!! and accident happen, when I was busying looking for slot in car park, I didn notice that the car was moving toward the bushes and Hahaha, the car got scratch. Shiok ! In the end my uncle used his wax to help me solve the problem. Phew ~

Next morning, wait for Jiehui to call me. Then i drove myself (for the first time also, collection is with my brother) to Sungei Gedong camp. So shiok driving alone, on music loud and sing along while driving. When I reach, there was alot of cars queuing alreax and I didn know. Make a U-turn and park at the back of the queue to wait for him. I wait from sun shine, to see leave all dropping due to strong wind, then tink tink tink, water droplet drop from the sky to BOMB, raining heavily. (Actually is about 30 mins interval onli) Then he finally booked out.

Drove him and his fren home, wait for him to bathe and we are out again !

Went Vivo for breakfast, lunch cum dinner at Xi Men Ding, walk walk and drove up to Mt faber again. Hahaha. (Why I go mt faber so many times, tml night i'm going again. Hahaha), then we drive to marine parade for Koi and walk walk at Parkway parade. (A bubble tea shop owner treat us a cup of milk tea when we are looking at hamsters and rabbit) After that we went Changi Airport. Haiz, I hope T1 viewing mall can open asap. T3 and T2 totally cannot see any aeroplane.

Its around midnight when we decided to go home and we got a call from mervyn to ask us out for supper. So we drove from Changi to Selegie for beancurd. (I took the wrong expressway and we got lost in Tampines. Haha, but actually that way also can reach out destination.) After supper, we went Bukit Timah add oil (petrol). Then go back home.

Next morning, went out at 12pm (I think) and proceed to Bottle Tree park, nothing much actually, prawning, fishing, dinning. Then we went Sambawang Park walk walk see see. After that go my house rest and we went Clementi for dinner. Send Jiehui home after that and I drove back home alone again !!! Shiok shiok shiok. (I forgot about my cashcard in the IU and I went back to take after I bathe)

But not so shiok things happen. Monday morning, get up and ready to return car. Drove all the way to Hougang and got lost for 1.5 hour. Damn N97 GPS. Totally sucks.

Hahaha and that end my first time driving. Fun, exciting, stress and heart attack !!!

2010-12-20T22:53:00.001+08:00

Shall share my road trip experience after i finished my assignment.

Bye world ~

2010-12-17T23:34:00.002+08:00

To all the cars out there,

Those who didn give way to me today, I forgive u.

Those who cut my lane today and endanger our life, I forgive u.

See, I'm so kind ~ =D (At least I'm still alive now sitting in front of my laptop typing this post.

But for the bushes on Kent Ridge Park, I hate u !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

P.S: I shouldn't have listen to my uncle to drive in the second lane, should just stick to the left.

Conclusion: I'm a coward. Hahaha.

2010-12-13T22:27:00.002+08:00

Have been keeping my post short nowadays, cause i'm rushing assignment.

Just submit my final report draft for my supervisor review and now i can relax abit but going to chong assignment after he have send me the comments and my life will start to get busy !!!

Went shopping with mummy today, after sooooo long. Good therapy. Hehehe.
Lunch at Raffles Place (Tom Yam Fish Soup!), lucky today I went, or else after end of this month, the fish soup stall is going to move to other places soon (and i know where! Hahaha) =).

After that went watson to shop and proceed to Bugis. Went walk walk, BHG, Parco, Bugis street, OG then back home. Bought bu pin and mask! I wan whiter complexion !!!!

Thats ends my "leave" =D

Oh, and Jiehui spoiler, spoil my hard planning ...

So its time to reveal. Renting cars over the weekends. Hopes nothings goes wrong =) and just then I realise, actually I don know Singapore's road well as I thought. Wahahaha ...

Nite world ~

2010-12-12T01:27:00.002+08:00

I'm a "half" graduated student =）

Need to start to find a proper job next week.

Hope I can find one before mid January starts ! (So I have leave for my Birthday trip)

2010-12-09T21:37:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, I just don't feel like facing the reality.

2010-12-09T01:02:00.001+08:00

I know that I wont be able to concentrate on my assignment now.

So I choose to sleep.

Nite world.

2010-12-06T22:17:00.002+08:00

祝你生日快乐
祝你生日快乐
祝你生日快乐~
祝你生日快乐

Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to Ashin ~
Happy Birthday to you

陈信宏，生日快乐！

I don't care, doesn't mean I don't know

2010-12-05T20:57:00.002+08:00

Need to have a new hair cut but I'm always having a headache where should I cut it without having a bad hair day the next day.

Just came back from Jiehui's house with my brother and I promise this is the last time I will bring him there this year.

I feel more and more restless day by day. Assignment dateline is near and I always target myself each and every day but "there will always be tomorrow" seriously gonna kill me.

Taxation 2 exam coming this saturday and I haven even start revising and memories all the terms and figures. This week will be a hectic week starting from now. Haiz. Who can help me ???

Christmas and anniversary coming and I don even have the mood to discuss wad should I do on both of the days. I think u will onli see the same me again after 23 Dec. Wish me good luck =)

When is my license coming ???

2010-12-01T13:39:00.002+08:00

December !!! December !!! It's December !!!

Don't remember since when. December is my fav. month besides July =)

Why I love December ?

One of the reason is its the Birthday month of my LOVE.

Jiehui's and mine anniversary is on this month.

Christmas ! Present present present !!!

and after this December, my degree course will be over (I hoped).

Everything will start changing after Jan 2011.

Work, study (again), $$$$ ... Going to start my lifeless life as a working ADULT.

December.

My love.

2010-11-30T09:34:00.001+08:00

MY HOUSE IS GOING TO FALL SOON !!!

I really hate people waking me up early in the morning where I got nothing to do. Damn !!!! This time worst. Construction !!!!!!! ARGH !!!!!!!

The house owner tell us that it will be noisy only on Monday and now ?????? They are going to tear off my house also ????? Even my room is vibrating, don say my living room and kitchen which is just side by side beside them and my poor hamsters got shake until they cannot sleep too. Haiz.

Going crazy soon !!!!!

Lucky I'm going out at 12pm today, or else I reali reali reali can get insane. Haiz ~

2010-11-27T10:57:00.001+08:00

伯牙絕弦

曲：王力宏詞：阿璞＋阿信

知人知面知己知彼又知心古人說這就是所謂知音
相知相惜相親相愛也相憶朋友你會不會常把我想起
何年何月何日何時再相聚何時能把酒言歡暢回憶
很多很多很深很深的回憶很多歌我只想要為你唱起

春秋時期遠近知名伯牙琴藝沉魚也出水馬兒仰秣聆聽
聆聽寂寞的聲音舉世知名不如一個知音
直到子期聞琴解開伯牙心境高山流水風景似有靈悉
高山青流水靜如鏡無言卻勝過有言的天地

聽宮商角徵羽那歌詞未寫上的是那份弦外的延長音
斟一杯酒一抱拳一句關心在千年之後再延續不變的旋律
當春雪融夏景秋風為我捎封信
冬冬鑼隆冬牆冬冬鑼隆隆冬牆牆又是思念的四季

知人知面知己知彼又知心古人說這就是所謂知音
相知相惜相親相愛也相憶朋友你會不會常把我想起
何年何月何日何時再相聚何時能把酒言歡暢回憶
很多很多很深很深的回憶很多歌我只想要為你唱起

某年某月某天伯牙再訪子期風景依舊綠子期卻已歸西
觸景觸琴即傷情伯牙絕弦只因再無知音
千年過去當我再度撥弄琴韻更多冷箭更多冷言冷語
請你聽請輕輕傾聽唱給我永遠不離棄的知音

聽愛恨仇煞情那電視上從未播的那首弦外的隱藏曲
唱一首歌一輩子一意孤行只因我相信你會懂你會有共鳴
請莫忘記莫逆莫讓等待無盡期
冬冬鑼隆冬牆冬冬鑼隆隆冬牆牆天冷記得加大衣

知人知面知己知彼又知心古人說這就是所謂知音
相知相惜相親相愛也相憶朋友你會不會常把我想起
何年何月何日何時再相聚何時能把酒言歡暢回憶
很多很多很深很深的回憶很多歌我只想要為你唱起

2010-11-26T20:10:00.003+08:00

I spend a week watching 70 episode of him and sakura's adventure and finally i got the story right after 10 years I think <3

Love Kero-jiang ~

and the ending was sweet.

Hope they meet when they grow up !

2010-11-25T22:29:00.006+08:00

Updates !

Tp test down =)

I'm so afraid to go back and re-take again. Don't know whether should I thank God for the weather.
It was super sunny when I went out of my house and it was cloudy when I reach Bukit gombak. Saw dark clouds when I went to pick up my test car and water droplet when I was doing warm up in the circuit and BOMB thunder follow by storm when I'm ready to go for my test.

But still thanks to the weather, the test route was shorten (actually the tester was abit late) and the tester can't deduct more points from me. (or else i reali need to retake alreax).

I think I'm lucky and unlucky at the same time.

Well, its an experience too =)

I still feel that its a dream, tml when i'm wake up it will still be 25 of November and i have to take the test again and scare by the tester. Hahaha.

Headache since i pass the test. Don know why. Shall have a good rest today and work on my assignment tml. B for my interim report was a good sign =)

Thanks everyone for all the "good luck" and "all the best", u know who u are. Thanks my instructor for making me laugh to relax myself and hearing my sob when it was raining heavily (I reali complain and complain and complain to him and he just ask me not to worry and teach me how to adjust my mirror so that i will have a proper view despite the rain). and last but not least, my driving car ~ He has been my great buddy for all these month. =)

Night world ~

P.S: Jiehui treat me dinner at Jack's place to celebrate.

2010-11-24T16:42:00.002+08:00

I forgot to pray for good weather tml and according to the weather forecast, its going to rain tml afternoon !!!!!!!

2010-11-24T13:11:00.002+08:00

Posting time !!!

Didn post frequently lately, cause I'm busying with driving and assignment.

Just had my last driving lesson (hopefully last) and I kinda scewed up my vertical parking. Damn. Don know why, the alignment of the car got problem ... Hahaha ... No la, can't blame the car. Its me la. Haha. (cannot scold the car now. tml he will be fighting tgt with me) I love my driving car =D Maybe i will consider buying a Honda City when i'm older. Hahaha ...

Things to pray for tml:
Good car condition. (I love my driving car, he is my buddy for the past 3 months)

Good traffic. (Hope that there is less car when i'm changing lane. Best, NO CAR !!!)

Good auntie and uncles and sometimes didi meimei from school. (Just follow the traffic rules, cross the road when there is a traffic light or a predestrain crossing. DON ANYHOW CROSS and scare my baby tester and me. Pls.)

Good tester. (Hope he will have the thought of kindness by letting me pass. I swear I will be good on road forever and IF he reali got nothing to deduct from me, i will purposely forget to look at my blindspot when i'm turning back to school. Just let me pass can alreax =) Arigato !!! )

Good Luck. (As per wad my instructor say: Good driving skills + Good luck = PASS!)

2010-11-21T23:37:00.002+08:00

A small post before I enter to the world of assignment or maybe - sleep.

TP test this week. Haiz, I still can't help to panic when i'm changing lane with a heavy traffic. I'm so afraid that I might hit another car or miss the assign junction without my instructor's help. The rest are quite okay. Just pray that that day will be sunny enough or else my parking also will have problem .... Zzzz ... Pray hard.

TP test is the highlight of this week ... Assignment ... hm ... Just got back my feedback from my supervisor, better than my interim report, I didn actually do anything wrong but just to add a few points (i'm short of words anyway).

Tml will be the onli rest day for me where I got no driving lesson and no sch. Have to amend my chapter 2 and hope to get my chapter 3 first draft done by then !

Gambatei !!!

I shall be in my fighting mood from now on.

Just hope that the weather helps me !!!! PLSSSS !!!!

2010-11-18T20:11:00.003+08:00

Watch Harry potter with Jiehui ytd @ iluma =) Other than Harry, I found that they are more charming than the others - Oliver and James Phelps who play a role of Fred and George Weasley. But too bad ... Haiz ... Hahaha ... Too engross

Btw, I still like Emma Watson with long hairs but she cut it way too short now ~

2010-11-17T00:08:00.002+08:00

If there is a fairy godmother or a genie exist in the world, what wish would u wan to make ???

When I was young, all I wish was to live with my mum and my papa. Last time I envy all my fren when they live with their parents and siblings. Although I stay together with my second brother, but I know I have a big brother staying in my grandparents house and my mum and dad don live together.

When I was older, I wish that one day, my mum, my dad, big brother, second brother, sister and younger brother can sit tgt for a dinner. But I realise that that wont happen also, my mum and dad wont see each other. The only time I saw them both at the same place was at my relative funeral. Haiz ~

Now, I gave up on letting my dad and mum come tgt (I will have headache during my wedding). They both have moved on and I don reali wan to disturb their life now. So now I hope that I can call all my siblings out for a trip. Not long one, 3D2N ??? Just let ourselves mingle with each other, update each other wad we have missed out in each other life ... But I don think the day will happen. Haiz ~

Anyway, gonna rest early tonight. Had a long day. Storm, raining, driving, class... Zzz ... I think I look like a 39 years old auntie now.

2010-11-15T01:58:00.004+08:00

I'm doing research on financial services sector now and I come across this article just now that I hope to convey this message to some of my friends out there.

Title: Financial advisors and Conflicts of Interest (You can click on the link to read more)

Personal Relationship

Many people choose to work with a financial advisor that is a family member or friend. While this might seem like a logical choice at first, it can lead to conflicts of interest. Many time, it is best to keep your personal and financial lives separate. You do not always want a family member or friend to know everything about your investments (abstract from FinancialWeb)

Honestly speaking, I do not have any financial contracts in my hands and I seriously think that the above words is true. Do not risk our friendship for the sake of your pocket.

"It is important to determine if she is recommending an investment only because of the commission or if she really has your best interest in mind." - FinancialWeb

Cheers everyone ~

2010-11-15T01:00:00.002+08:00

hello !!!

School stuff is getting more and more busy now and 2 weeks later i got a TP test to take.

Haiz ...

I'm going to library to chong my assignment and exam alreax. Home have too much distractions, TV, internet, videos, food and etc etc ...

Gambatei !!!

Gonna keep this post short.

Night world ~